Most enlightening dream I ever had?

In the beginning I was at some sort of barbecue with a bunch of shadows of people. The cook wasn't there, and people started leaving. I frantically looked around for my mom but I couldn't find her. I gave up and wandered off to some apartment courtyard, and only I was there. The white flowers of this huge tree began falling all over me. I put out my hand and many flowers fell into my hand. Then all of a sudden in my other hand was my knife. I dropped it, though I'm unsure why. It cut my wrist and is was bleeding a lot. It stung, but I was mesmerized by it. It seemed to beautiful to me. I began walking with no apparent place to go. I just stared at my wound for a long time. It had stopped bleeding at this point. I looked up from my wrist and kept walking. I was in a neighborhood I've never been in before. I looked down an alleyway and there was a guy beating his girlfriend. I kept walking and in the next alleyway some other guys were fighting the guy who was beating his girlfriend. I woke up then. I had a surge of enlightenment and a strange sort of happiness afterward. What do you think this dream means?